20040930

ONLINE TESTS

nahawa ako ke ria...kaya eto,pero isa na langpopost ko...eto lang kasi yung black and white yungpicture... masisira theme ng blog ko kung me colors hehe..

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[would you be my destruction...]

20040928

YES, I AM A FOOL



You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins
the journey into the unknown. To do this, he
does not regard the world he knows as firm and
fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard
for obstacles. In the Ryder-Waite deck, he is
seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the
sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In
order to explore and expand, one must disregard
convention and conformity. Those in the throes
of convention look at the unconventional,
non-conformist personality and think What a
fool. They lack the point of view to understand
The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in
tradition as one who is closest to the spirit
world. In many tribal cultures, those born with
strange and unusual character traits were held
in awe. Shamans were people who could see
visions and go on journeys that we now label
hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with
physical differences had experience and
knowledge that the average person could not
understand. The Fool is God. The number of the
card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect
circle. This circle represents both emptiness
and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by
mountains and valleys or by his physical body.
He does not accept the appearance of cliff and
air as being distinct or real. Image from: Mary
DeLave http://www.marydelave.com/


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20040924

WALA LANG

Lie in comfort of sweet calamity with nothing left to lose.
Like in the darkness, I'm slowly drowned to sleep
nothing left to lose.
Three tears I've saved for you.
I'd retrace the steps that lead me here but nothing lives behind me.
So I lie in this field bathed in the light that loves me,
with nothing left to lose.
Three tears I've saved for you.
Will you be my beloved?
Will you help me to get through?
Will you be my destruction?
Will you help me to be through?

-Ever and a Day by A Fire Inside

[cannibalistic unfit family ties...]

20040922

MR. PROTAGONIST


SUBJECT: JOHN FRANCIS C. LOSARIA


  • desired objectives - suffering from the effects of those things w/c are being rejected as disagreeable and is strongly resisting them. JUST WANTS TO BE LEFT IN PEACE.



  • existing situation - trying to improve prestige and position. considers improvement for self-esteem. feels further progress is rendered problematically by existing difficulties.PERSEVERES DESPITE OPPOSITION.



  • characteristics under restrain - distressed when needs are misunderstood. feels there's no one to rely on.EGOCENTRIC. quick to take offense. insists that hopes and ideas are realistic but needs reassurance and encouragement from others.



  • rejected or supressed characteristics - stress arising from suppression of physical desires and insufficient bodily needs. HAS UNSATISFIED NEED TO ALLY W/ OTHERS WHOSE STANDARDS ARE AS HIGH AS OWN, TO STAND OUT. demands as an exceptional individual.



  • actual problem - FEAR OR PREVENTION FROM ACHIEVING THINGS HE WANTS, leads to exploitation of all types of experiences in order to categorically deny that any of them has any value.


  • [so why don't you slide...]


    20040921

    YESTERDAY WAS MONDAY

    sa wakas binalik na ng philo prof namin ang midterm exams namin.
    at ang score ko: 70 over 102!!! at di lang yon...10% lang daw ang passing para sa midterm exams..shit 10% lang!
    anu na naman kaya ang magiging score ko sa finals at sa paper kong late ko sinusubmit...

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    anthro...wala lang...bat parang walang kwenta tong subject na to pero ok lang andaling ipasa..me natutunan ako kahit papano...

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    FITA ADDICTION! maliban sa tongue play ng FITA [taena sagwa] me bagong tinuro si val na ginagawa ng utol nya sa FITA...hehhe ang tinatawag kong FITA-turned-peanut-butter-look-alike-spread..hahahhaa..kadiri pero ayus lang..hahhaa

    TUNA MELT na naman sa OZ...lasap...

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    andaming pwedeng gawin sa computer..kaya kung anu anu na ginawa namin sa internet kina katty...stalking, at pagtake ng kung anu anong test...kabangagan...

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    nanood ako ng aussie fil na GARAGE DAYS..sex, drugs, rakenrol, at iba pa...nagustuhan ko naman...ok cguro soundtrack nung movie na yun..it's a long way to the top, if you wanna rock n roll
    nood uli ako ng 2 films mamya...

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    kukuha ako ngayon ng webmail at password para sa crs.envisci na naman at english...sana merong masayang discussion naman ngayon...

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    bored pa ako sa lagay na to
    at LSS ako sa LUNES ng SPONGECOLA..ung me tloktloktlok na part na napanood ko dun sa mtv live performance nila..basta un na un...

    [walang patutunguhan...]

    20040920

    TAN TAN TANANANANAN

    in about two weeks, patapos na ang sem.
    kelangan na lang problemahin ang mga final requirements.
    hehehhehe
    masaya.
    at pag sem break na...
    anung trip na naman kaya ang magaganap.
    abangan.

    [they have to know the end of us all]

    20040917

    SARTRE

    is existentialism really humanism?
    is death a key to freedom?
    if we are immortal, would there still be need for god?
    why are we responsible for mankind's actions?
    what is essence?
    what is my essence?

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    meron pa akong two papers na kelangang tapusin.at ang isa ay malelate na ng one week.
    sa totoo lang madali lang naman tong mga requirements na kelangan ko sa mga klase ko...pero bakit di ko kaya magawa gawa.tae.

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    tuwing uuwi ako ng late at mapapadaan sa kahabaan ng quezon ave. , sinusubukan kong bilangin kung ilang prosti at bugaw ang nakatambay sa lansangan..and di ko lang alam ay kung lahat ba ng binibilang kong prosti ay prosti nga..pero sa halos limang araw na pagbibilang sa bawat gabi, ang pinakamataas na bilang ng prosti na nabilang ko ay 16.wala lang.

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    [a casualty of a make believe affection]

    20040914

    CRAM

    at muli andito ako sa paborito kong computer sa may philcoa. nagkacram ng english paper ko.shiyet.dami kong kelangang gawin.at kelangan ko ng magmadali at baka late na naman ako sa klase.pota

    yaak.basa ang paa ko. lumubog sa baha sa philcoa.sucks.tae

    [hindi ako si blink]

    20040913

    TOBLERONE

    jap films.
    bday.
    doob.
    watergun.
    pep.
    boring.

    [hey hey hey hey hey! hey hey hey hey hey!]

    20040907

    PINK AND BLACK

    bullshit.

    acle ngayon.wala akong klase.
    papunta dapat akong film center ngayon, but shit, biglang umuulan..sana pagkatapos kong magpost dito, mawala na yung ulan.

    bertdey ko bukas.tsk.

    kelangan ko na ng computer sa bahay.nakakadepress pag walang computer sa bahay.

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    trixie painted my nails black earlier.sabog pa nga
    me suot ako ngayong pink na armband ngayun.
    kaya pink and black ung title ng blog.wahaha.corny.toink

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    tsk.nkapagsulat na naman ako ng love song.nyaks.so emo.

    [a victim of your fake romances...]